It’s been a long time since we had a ‘baby bat’ post, so I guess now’s the time to bring out some of my failures in the Goth world…and otherwise.
Baby bat Blues part 2:
As you might have noticed, I haven’t really been all that into posting lately and what I have done is pretty slack and might I say, boring? I say this because it appears that no one has commented recently, so either something is wrong with the blog (tell me if so) or my posts just haven’t been too good.
….Well, the baby bat blues portion for today is mainly a topic on self-esteem and depression.
Due to several reasons, for the past couple of months I’ve been quite depressed, well, this has been going on ever since my 3rd friend who I thought was going to be my FIRST best friend left me just like the first 2.
Maybe I’m just too different...When with people I have fun and all, but for a major part I’m just too ‘old school’ for most people’s tastes, and I have little interest in current events and entertainment.
Anyhow.
Due to this depression, I haven’t been all that experimentive in the ways of clothing and makeup, and due to my self-esteem issues I don’t really like dressing up these days. So, sorry about the lack of hair and makeup posts/DECENT outfit posts.
Note: Another reason is I think my sense of combining clothes is still pretty bad…a common babybat thing I guess.
Also I think I’ve finished the ‘Goth monthly celebration’ things, it was fun during the first few months, but now I’m not sure if I or anyone else appreciates them much. So, even at the big 6 month celebration, I don’t think I’ll be doing much.
Well, sorry for this rather bad post, I just thought you should know what’s going on.
Farewell!
5 comments:
I don't think your posts are becoming boring. I think the whole Goth Blogging community has recently gone on a hiatus due to a LOT of final exams (I know that's my excuse) and generally being too lazy to type a response. Usually it takes a bit of motivation to post a comment and I usually decided against it when the post hasn't given me to inspiration to write a really long and thoughtful post or suddenly give me the need to say something specific. :3
So, yeah.
I've been moving, Amy has had computer issues, people have been in final exams, Christmas is coming up, and people just have been busy lately. We still care about you - you're one of our babies, Cherish! If you're not in on the facebook group, I suggest you do, especially if you're feeling depressed lately - one of us is always awake and online, and always happy to help.
Friends can be hard. I was the same when I was your age. And younger. And younger than that. To be honest, it's only fairly recently that my friend group has become stable. Don't worry about those losers - they're not good enough for you anyway.
I love you, Cherish! <3
@Kitty, Sary, thanks so much!!
I feel much better now :D
Yup, I'm moving and having a lot of schoolwork too - but I always read your stuff.
And, as Kitty said: come join the goth blogger club on Facebook!
Going to have to second Sary's and Kitty's posts, or else what I have to say will just mirror what they just said.
Yeah, these finals are going to be the death of me if I don't get my study time in, but we all still care. And again, we all have some sort of holiday coming up, so that usually means uncomfortable family reunions for me :-P
I'm have some friend problems right now, sadly. One confessed to me that she is now bulimic (it kills me that she's doing this to herself) and the other always judges and argues with me. It's kinda shitty here, too.
I have at least 70+ followers and I don't get that many commenters, even on posts I would expect to get a lot of comments.
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